I like the feeling when my desire is flooding up. Because I feel that is some kind of proof that my energy is high. I simply like to bear the desire too. I am not talking about sexual desire. Having desire is proof of health.
Basically, I do not gave strong desire for materials. I am not a material girl, but I like the song “material girl” btw.
When people have strong desire for anything, it can be a motivation to do action to achieve something. Desire drive us crazy, but it is necessary for sure, so I don choose the way to reduce my desire for no-fap life. Some take those method to reduce their desire by drinking soy milk for instances to keep no FAP, but I feel it is もったいない。
I like the feeling desire makes me crazy. I wish desire makes me crazy. We need craziness to achieve something special in this world. Always crazy ppl change this world in good meaning.
Today, I feel calm in terms of sexual desire compared with yesterday. I dont know why. I wanna know why. I havent lost my curiosity for the world. Desire makes me curious for ppl and for the world, and it is a good sign for me.